The Thoth Tarot: A Look Back at Crowley and Harris's Iconic Deck

The Thoth Tarot isn't just any deck of cards; it's a profound work by two fascinating individuals: the well-known occultist Aleister Crowley and the talented artist Lady Frieda Harris. This deck is special because it brings together many different spiritual ideas like Kabbalah, astrology, and ancient Egyptian beliefs, all in a visually stunning way.

The project began in 1938 when Crowley, then in his late 60s, decided he wanted to create an updated tarot deck that fit his own spiritual system called Thelema. He found an incredible partner in Lady Frieda Harris, an artist who, despite being new to these mystical topics, threw herself into the work with dedication.

What started as a plan for a quick six-month project stretched into five intense years of collaboration. Crowley provided incredibly detailed instructions for each of the 78 cards—everything from the symbolism to the exact colors to use. Harris then took these complex ideas and turned them into breathtaking artwork, often painting several versions of a single card until Crowley was satisfied. Her art is known for its dreamlike quality, bright colors, and intricate patterns that perfectly captured the deep spiritual energies Crowley wanted to express. You can still find the original watercolor paintings at the Warburg Institute today, showing just how important they are artistically and historically.

Crowley made some big changes to the traditional tarot. For instance, he renamed several major cards; "Strength" became "Lust," and "Judgment" became "The Aeon," reflecting his belief in a new spiritual era. He also added specific astrological and Kabbalistic meanings to the minor cards, making the whole system very connected and detailed for fortune-telling and meditation.

Even though the artwork was finished by 1943 and Crowley's book, The Book of Thoth, came out in a limited edition in 1944, neither Crowley nor Harris lived to see the deck widely available. Crowley passed away in 1947, and Harris in 1962. It wasn't until the late 1960s that the Thoth Tarot started to become more common. Early printings, however, sometimes had color issues or even mistakes because the artwork was so complex.

The Copyright Hiccup: When the Deck Disappeared (Briefly)

Getting the Thoth Tarot out to the world wasn't always smooth sailing. There was a time when the deck was hard to find because of copyright disagreements. While the copyright for the original artwork eventually expired and became public domain, the rights to specific reproductions and improved versions made by different publishers became a legal issue. This meant that, at times, certain editions or even the entire deck would be difficult to buy. These legal battles, frustrating for fans, actually highlighted how popular and valuable the deck had become in the world of occult practices. Eventually, companies like U.S. Games Systems and A.G. Müller released their own versions, each trying their best to accurately reproduce Harris's original vision using better printing methods.

Today, the Thoth Tarot remains one of the most studied and respected decks globally. Its deep symbolism and philosophical ideas continue to challenge and inspire those interested in spiritual knowledge, while its striking looks appeal to artists and practitioners alike. The teamwork between Aleister Crowley and Lady Frieda Harris is a remarkable achievement in the history of occult art, showing their combined genius and dedication to creating a complete system for understanding spirituality.

Carolina Dean 
Tarot Reader to the Stars! 

Links:

• Vintage Thoth Tarot Deck (12th House Books) 
• Thoth Tarot (Aeclectic Tarot) 

Your Easy Guide to Understanding Astrology

Ever wondered what the stars say about you? Or how the positions of planets might affect your life? Astrology can tell us a lot about who we are, our relationships, and our paths. But if you're new to it, all those terms like planets, signs, and houses can feel confusing. Good news: there's a new book that makes it all simple!

This amazing guide, now on Etsy, is exactly what you need to learn about astrology. It takes big, complicated ideas and breaks them down so anyone can understand and enjoy learning about the stars.

What's Inside This Book (PDF)?

This book gives you a straightforward way to understand astrology, focusing on the main parts of any birth chart:

• Planets: You'll learn what each planet means, from the Sun (which gives life) to Pluto (which brings big changes).

• Signs: Discover the 12 zodiac signs and what makes each one special, and how they affect the planets in them.

• Houses: Explore the 12 astrological houses, which each represent a different part of your life. This goes from your sense of self (the First House) to your job and public image (the Tenth House).

• Aspects: Learn about the connections between planets, called aspects. These show your hidden talents, challenges, and chances in your chart.

Beyond the basics, the book also covers more advanced topics like Essential Dignity, what Empty Houses mean, and the important role of House Rulers. You'll get real-world tips on how to use these ideas to understand your birth chart and even predict what might happen, helping you make sense of your past, live in the present, and plan for your future.

With helpful keywords and meanings for all the Planets, Signs, and Houses, plus clear examples, this book helps you confidently read any astrology chart. You'll also find an "Exercise in Chart Interpretation" and a useful list of astrology resources to keep learning.

Whether you're just starting out in astrology or simply want to understand yourself and the world better, this book is a must-have. Don't miss your chance to unlock the universe's secrets and boost your astrology journey.

Ready to start exploring the stars? Click here to grab your copy on Etsy today!

Carolina Dean
Astrologer to Nobody 

Bringing Life and Legacy Home: The Enduring Allure of Ghanaian Akuaba Fertility Dolls

Today, we're taking a fascinating journey to West Africa, to explore an object that is as beautiful as it is culturally significant: the Ghanaian Akuaba fertility doll. You might have seen one gracing a shelf, perhaps even in my own Etsy shop, and wondered about its story. Well, wonder no more! Let's delve into the rich history, purpose, and enduring appeal of these remarkable creations.

From Ashanti Kingdoms to Modern Homes: The Origins of Akuaba

The Akuaba doll originates from the Ashanti people of Ghana, a powerful and historically significant ethnic group known for their rich artistic traditions and intricate social structures. "Akuaba" literally translates to "Akua's child," and the most common narrative for their creation stems from a legend. It is said that a woman named Akua was struggling to conceive. Following the advice of a traditional healer, she commissioned and cared for a wooden doll as if it were her own child. When she eventually gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, the practice of carving and caring for these dolls as a means to encourage fertility spread throughout the Ashanti community.

While the legend highlights their primary purpose, Akuaba dolls are more than just fertility charms. They also served as educational tools, teaching young girls about childcare and the responsibilities of motherhood.

The Distinctive Beauty: Anatomy of an Akuaba Doll

What makes an Akuaba doll so recognizable? Their striking, abstract design is truly unique. You'll typically find:

• A large, flat, disc-shaped head: This is arguably the most iconic feature, symbolizing the beauty and health of a child, and in some interpretations, the wisdom of a woman.
• A ringed neck: These rings represent rolls of fat, signifying prosperity, health, and a well-fed child.
• Stylized body and limbs: Often minimalistic, the body is typically columnar with rudimentary arms, emphasizing the head and neck as the doll's most important features.
• Smooth, dark wood: Traditionally carved from specific types of wood, often mahogany or sese, they are meticulously polished to a smooth, dark sheen, giving them a timeless elegance.

Beyond Fertility: The Purpose and Use

While fertility is the cornerstone of their use, Akuaba dolls held a broader significance in Ashanti society:

• Conception and Pregnancy: Their primary role was to assist women in conceiving and to ensure a healthy pregnancy and delivery. Women would carry the dolls on their backs, just as they would a real baby, and care for them meticulously.
• Child Rearing: Young girls would play with Akuaba dolls, learning the routines and responsibilities of motherhood, preparing them for their future roles.
• Amulets of Good Fortune: Beyond fertility, the dolls were seen as general symbols of good fortune, well-being, and beauty, bringing positive energy to the home.

Why Collect an Akuaba Doll Today?

So, why would someone in the 21st century want to own an Akuaba doll? The reasons are as diverse as the dolls themselves:

• A Symbol of Hope and New Beginnings: For those hoping to start or expand their families, an Akuaba doll can serve as a beautiful and tangible symbol of hope, intention, and positive energy.
• An Appreciation for African Art: Beyond their symbolic meaning, Akuaba dolls are stunning examples of traditional African artistry. Their minimalist yet powerful aesthetic makes them captivating decorative pieces for any home, adding a touch of global culture and history.
• A Connection to Ancestral Wisdom: Owning an Akuaba doll is like holding a piece of history in your hands. It connects you to the ancient traditions, beliefs, and wisdom of the Ashanti people, offering a glimpse into a rich cultural heritage.
• A Unique and Meaningful Gift: Looking for a thoughtful and distinctive gift? An Akuaba doll, especially for someone starting a family or who appreciates world art, is a truly meaningful present that carries a beautiful story.
• Supporting Artisanal Traditions: By purchasing an authentic Akuaba doll, you're also supporting the continuation of traditional carving skills and the livelihoods of artisans in Ghana.

Discover Your Own Akuaba Story

Each Akuaba doll has its own subtle variations, making every piece unique. They are more than just decorative objects; they are conduits of history, hope, and artistic expression. If you've been drawn to the elegance and story of these remarkable dolls, I invite you to explore the Akuaba fertility doll I currently have available in my Etsy shop. Bring a piece of Ghanaian legacy, and perhaps a touch of its powerful symbolism, into your own home.

Carolina Dean

Review: The Tokyo Zodiac Murders, Soji Shimada (2004)

"The Tokyo Zodiac Murders" by Shoji Shimada is a well-known Japanese mystery that features a baffling "locked-room" crime from 1936. The story begins with the strange will of a secluded artist, Heikichi Umezawa, who plans to create the "perfect woman" by dismembering and reassembling six of his female relatives based on astrological ideas. However, before he can carry out this gruesome plan, Umezawa is found dead in his locked study. Days later, the dismembered bodies of his relatives are found across Japan, exactly as described in his will. The case remains unsolved for decades, until 1979, when astrologer Kiyoshi Mitarai and his friend, illustrator Kazumi Ishioka, decide to try and crack the seemingly impossible puzzle.

Despite the fascinating premise, the book didn't quite hit the mark for me. One major hurdle was keeping track of all the Japanese names for people and places. As a translated work, it keeps the original names, and with so many characters involved, I often found myself struggling to remember who was who, which pulled me out of the story.

Another issue was the heavy focus on the "brainwork" of solving the case with very little actual action. While I appreciate mysteries driven by clever deduction, like in the Hercule Poirot stories by Agatha Christie, I didn't find the investigation in "The Tokyo Zodiac Murders" particularly engaging. The author often presents a lot of "facts" very quickly, and the main detective, Kiyoshi Mitarai, sometimes dismisses information or makes bold assumptions to fit his theories. It felt like some of his logical jumps might rely on a deeper understanding of 1930s Japanese culture that a typical reader, like myself, wouldn't have, making his conclusions feel less earned.

The relationship between Kiyoshi Mitarai and his sidekick, Kazumi Ishioka, also seemed to lack purpose, with Ishioka mostly just listening to Mitarai's ideas. What was truly frustrating was when they separated halfway through the investigation. We then follow Kazumi Ishioka as he chases down leads, all of which turn out to be pointless. Imagine if Poirot and Hastings separated during an investigation and everything that Hastings learned was inconsequential. 

Finally, a big reason I picked up the book was the intriguing detail that Kiyoshi Mitarai was an astrologer. I expected him to use his astrological skills to solve the complex case, as the back cover suggested, but he doesn't. While astrology is discussed a lot early on, especially regarding the victim's strange plan, Mitarai himself doesn't use it as a main tool in his investigation. This was a significant disappointment and felt like a missed opportunity to add a unique element to the detective's approach.

In summary, while "The Tokyo Zodiac Murders" has an incredibly clever and detailed puzzle, it wasn't quite my cup of tea. The challenges with names, the way the deduction was presented, and the unfulfilled promise of the astrological angle made it a somewhat frustrating read. However, it's worth remembering that everyone has different tastes in books, and what one reader doesn't enjoy, another might love.

Book Review: Disco Witches of Fire Island, Brian Fell (2025)

Blair Fell's "Disco Witches of Fire Island" is a truly fun read that takes you right back to the late 1980s on Fire Island. It's a mix of humor, heartfelt moments, and a touch of magic, perfectly capturing the vibe of that unique time and place.

From the very first page, Fell's writing is sharp and engaging. The characters feel like real people you'd love to hang out with, and their conversations are witty and natural. The story itself is a great blend of magical adventures and everyday drama, moving along at a lively pace that'll keep you hooked.

One of the best parts of "Disco Witches" is how perfectly it captures 1989. If you remember that era, you'll feel a wave of nostalgia. Fell nails the fashion, the music, and all the pop culture details of the late '80s. Reading it is like looking through an old photo album, bringing back memories of a time that felt carefree but was also on the edge of big changes.

Now, if you didn't live through the '80s, you might occasionally scratch your head at some of the specific pop culture mentions. The book is really tied to its time, which is a big part of its charm for those who were there. But even if you don't catch every reference, the main ideas of friendship, finding yourself, and discovering your own magic are easy to connect with.

Overall, "Disco Witches of Fire Island" is a joyful and charming book. Blair Fell has created a story that's special because of its setting but also relatable in its message. It's a great reminder of how important community, self-acceptance, and a little disco magic can be. So, put on your favorite '80s tunes and get ready for a delightful trip to Fire Island!

Carolina Dean
Disco Witch 

Review: The Witching Year, Diana Helmuth (2023)

Diana Helmuth's book, The Witching Year, takes you on her personal adventure into modern witchcraft and searching for spiritual meaning. She tries out different magical practices and groups, all while keeping a sensible and often funny attitude about these less common topics.

One of the best things about The Witching Year is how Helmuth writes. She's relaxed and funny, which makes even tricky spiritual ideas easy to understand and interesting. Her writing feels natural, pulling you into her experiences without being showy. This light and smart approach creates a unique voice that keeps the book fresh and relatable.

However, the book sometimes gets very focused on the author's own thoughts, especially her constant overthinking about her spiritual journey. While it's normal to reflect on a personal path, the frequent, detailed breakdowns of every spiritual choice or idea might slow down the story for some readers. This deep self-reflection, even though it's real, can sometimes feel like a lot and might make the book's pace drag.

Overall, The Witching Year is an honest and often funny story about one woman's search for spiritual understanding today. If you're curious about modern witchcraft or exploring your own spiritual path, you'll probably enjoy this book, even with its deep dives into the author's inner thoughts.

Carolina Dean
Tired Elder 

The Most Anticipated, Least Necessary Month: Straight Pride Is Here!

For a long time, it's felt like the focus has been on celebrating the LGBTQ+ community, and some heterosexual people feel their own experiences and culture aren't acknowledged in the same way. There's a sense that straight culture is overlooked, and that can be disheartening. So, I'm suggesting we create a Pride Month specifically for heterosexual individuals. In today's world, being straight can sometimes feel like a distinct experience, and it deserves its own recognition.

Think about online dating. Straight people have to sift through profiles with strange photos, like people posing with fish or even tigers. It takes real courage to navigate all that to find a genuine connection, or at least someone who won't send weird pictures.

And the expectations! Straight people are often expected to be good at things like grilling, assembling IKEA furniture without getting frustrated, and understanding complex sports rules. These aren't just hobbies; they're significant societal pressures. Where's the celebration for the person who successfully put up a shelf or the woman who convinced her partner they needed another decorative pillow?

June is rightly a month for LGBTQ+ Pride. But what about July or August, when summer is in full swing? We could have parades for straight pride! Imagine floats celebrating things like cargo shorts or dad jokes. There could be a "Potluck Power" parade where everyone brings their most classic, simple casseroles.

The music would be classic rock songs about trucks and heartbreak, or even a song about finding the perfect pair of khakis. Speeches would focus on the challenges of picking paint colors that aren't too bold or the quiet struggles of sharing a bathroom cabinet.

It's time we recognize the distinct challenges straight people face. It's not always easy. Sometimes you just want to watch a game without explaining the rules, or eat a meal that isn't fancy or complicated.

So, let's toast the straight community with a casual beer. You've earned it. And who's bringing the seven-layer dip?

In honor of Straight Pride Month, here are 20 watershed moments in heterosexual history. 

• The Wheel (around 3500 BCE): Not just for everyone, the wheel eventually led to minivans—perfect for soccer practice.
• The First Nuclear Family (Pre-history): Early humans pairing up and having kids set the stage for family sitcoms and the growth of suburbs.
• The Discovery of Fire (Pre-history): Essential for cooking, staying warm, and setting the mood for backyard barbecues and romantic heterosexual evenings.
• Farming Begins (around 10,000 BCE): This led to settled communities, owning land, and eventually needing bigger homes with two-car garages.
• The First Diamond Engagement Ring (Ancient Rome): Kicking off a tradition that would cost heterosexual men a lot of money for generations.
• Building Nuclear Bunkers (Cold War Era): Showing how heterosexuals planned for everything, even in-laws staying too long.
• The Remote Control (1950s): This invention changed TV time and sparked the first big power struggle between heterosexual couples over who controls the clicker.
• The "Man Cave" (20th Century): A key part of heterosexual home design, offering a safe space away from decorative pillows and scented candles.
• First Co-ed Bowling League (Early 20th Century): Encouraged friendly competition and the trend of matching couple's shirts.
• The "Honey-Do List" (Mid-20th Century): A genius way to organize chores and create endless jokes.
• The Push Lawnmower (1830): Paved the way for gas-powered mowers and that classic heterosexual weekend activity.
• Suburban Developments (Post WWII): The perfect picture of the heterosexual dream: white picket fences and homeowners association fees.
• The Barbecue Grill (Mid-20th Century): Solidified the man's role as the grill master, serving up charred meats.
• "His and Hers" Towels (Mid-20th Century): A decorative and practical symbol of heterosexual partnership.
• Golf Courses Galore (20th Century): Provided a hobby and a handy excuse for heterosexual men to get away for a few hours.
• TV Sitcoms with Heterosexual Families (Mid-20th Century): Helped set social norms and gave countless examples of relatable family arguments.
• The Minivan (Late 20th Century): The ultimate sign of heterosexual family life, prioritizing practicality over looking cool.
• Homeowners Associations (Mid-20th Century): Ensured everyone followed the rules, kept property values up, and provided a platform for passive-aggressive neighborly disputes.
• The First "Dad Joke" (Lost to time): A timeless funny tradition passed down through generations of heterosexual fathers.
• "Date Night" (20th Century): A groundbreaking idea that let heterosexual couples briefly remember they were more than just parents and bill-payers.

So, as we embark on this groundbreaking journey to establish Heterosexual Pride Month, let's remember the sacrifices made. The brave souls who've had to navigate a world where their romantic comedies are readily available, their weddings are legally recognized, and their existence isn't debated in political arenas. It's truly a testament to their resilience that they've managed to simply be without a dedicated rainbow flag. While some might argue this is a thinly veiled attempt to detract from genuine struggles, we prefer to see it as a bold step towards an even more inclusive future—one where everyone, regardless of sexual orientation, can complain about not being celebrated enough.

Carolina Dean
Homo